Bitter Sweet
I moved home to Austin recently. I really did not want to either, but everytime we have visited here in the past few months, Jessi’s spirit seems brighter and she smiles and she seems happier. I keep...
View ArticleSinging in the Rain
I wrote the following piece a long time ago about a very long time ago…I was looking for some documents and came across this and wanted to share it. It is a cute story about Hannah and I in a different...
View ArticleOnward Through The Fog…
Today I woke up early as usual. I still am having a hard time not crying today but it is getting better. My huge emotional outburst was certainly pointed in the right direction at my legal battle and...
View ArticleWelcome to the New World
I see myself in the mirror, and I do not look the same as I did just a few weeks ago. It is a strange deal. I like the way I looked before, but I look stronger and more determined now. I feel older and...
View ArticleWhat I Wouldn’t Give…
What I wouldn’t give to become productive and be able to care for my family again. I have begged all I can and used all the good will that I can at this point. I cannot even get a job waiting tables...
View ArticleWake Me Up When September Ends
The song by Green Day is about a father who dies, and the writer cannot take it or go to the funeral or all the pain. He says, just wake me up when September ends. I played that song in my head in...
View ArticleLife Renews Itself…
So, I have been through a really wild ride of a year, and the year ain’t over yet. I actually was surprised at the latest development in my reality show of a life. I honestly had my dream life in...
View ArticleWhy Not Me?
Sometimes I sit and wonder why? Why me? And the accident and all the other loss is not the biggest issue now. It is that I cannot get out of poverty. I cannot make any money or get a break that way....
View ArticleBlazing Trails
We are blazing trails into uncharted territory. We are not supposed to be where we are today. She should not even be here, and certainly not the way she is, which is pretty much back! People ask me all...
View ArticleI am changed
The past few months have interestingly been some of the hardest times in my entire life. The challenges have seemed insurmountable at times. There were so many times that I have quit and given up, but...
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